that was me
just to the right
of the purple ribbon
we won
belonging to the 4-H club
called
The Town and Country Lassies
and spending years
with this little club
Sunday, April 09, 2006
christmas of my babydoll
that was me
posing with my babydoll
having chosen her
to hold
over my first-ever Barbie
learning the art
of display:
Christmas gifts "still life"
which I passed on to my kids
seeing the picture
is a little like peeking
into a time capsule
posing with my babydoll
having chosen her
to hold
over my first-ever Barbie
learning the art
of display:
Christmas gifts "still life"
which I passed on to my kids
seeing the picture
is a little like peeking
into a time capsule
Cole's Park Bickford Family Reunion (about 1961)
that was me
clear to the left
of the reunion group
knowing that these people
were relatives
but not really understanding
since we rarely
got together
clear to the left
of the reunion group
knowing that these people
were relatives
but not really understanding
since we rarely
got together
a tent for fun
that was me
claiming one of the two
lawn chairs
to sit like the queen
outside of our new
Sears Roebuck tent
with an awning
made out of the front flap
Karen sits in the queen chair
closest to the camera
I am in repose in the background
claiming one of the two
lawn chairs
to sit like the queen
outside of our new
Sears Roebuck tent
with an awning
made out of the front flap
Karen sits in the queen chair
closest to the camera
I am in repose in the background
Marie n Pete in the home I later owned
that was me
taking a photo
candidly
with my instamatic
and quite actually
capturing
grandma and grandpa
in a neat exchange
taking a photo
candidly
with my instamatic
and quite actually
capturing
grandma and grandpa
in a neat exchange
At Grandma Marie's in Hampton for a special meal
that was me
not at the adult table
and not quite sure
my brother Mark is
that was me
noticing my aunt lavon
laughing at what mark
was doing and
seeing the carved look
on my mom's face
knowing she isn't very happy
with what he is doing
not at the adult table
and not quite sure
my brother Mark is
that was me
noticing my aunt lavon
laughing at what mark
was doing and
seeing the carved look
on my mom's face
knowing she isn't very happy
with what he is doing
ballet line up
that was me
in Hampton auditorium
where the Booster days
are held
trying my chances
with ballet
which in this small community
meant barefoot
in Hampton auditorium
where the Booster days
are held
trying my chances
with ballet
which in this small community
meant barefoot
my one and only dance recital
that was me
on the right with the great gams
waiting until my sister
in the middle
remembers the steps
so the rest of us
could get on with the show
that was me
saying "never again"
on the right with the great gams
waiting until my sister
in the middle
remembers the steps
so the rest of us
could get on with the show
that was me
saying "never again"
mr.& mrs. ediger 1960
that was my mom and dad
posing in the very corner
of the living room
in aurora
where many family couples
will pose
including prom dates
and grandpa pete and grandma marie
posing in the very corner
of the living room
in aurora
where many family couples
will pose
including prom dates
and grandpa pete and grandma marie
who's your mama in 65?
that was my mom
looking pretty sharp
posing against a wall
of a house
she would transpose
into a mansion
looking pretty sharp
posing against a wall
of a house
she would transpose
into a mansion
cliff on his motorcycle
that is my dad
the way he wants to be remembered
as an adventurer
wild entreprenuer
and free spirit
the way he wants to be remembered
as an adventurer
wild entreprenuer
and free spirit
thanksgiving at the children's table
that was me
enjoying my turkey
not able to put it down
long enough for the picture
that was my cousin
Karen Jean
sitting at the table
with my sister and me
enjoying my turkey
not able to put it down
long enough for the picture
that was my cousin
Karen Jean
sitting at the table
with my sister and me
jane haircut (as in dick and jane) and perm after kindergarten
that was me
standing in front
of 1519 13th Street
before the front porch
was boxed in
that was me
with hair so curled
it didn't look like me
and the homeperm smell
stayed forever
standing in front
of 1519 13th Street
before the front porch
was boxed in
that was me
with hair so curled
it didn't look like me
and the homeperm smell
stayed forever
Saturday, April 08, 2006
three on a sofa
that was me
in the living room
in aurora
which converted
into a "sitting room"
for portrait taking
Daddy Cliff was making
a living working for Higgin's
in York
but on weekends
the T.V. room was closed
for Cliff's Photo customers
in the living room
in aurora
which converted
into a "sitting room"
for portrait taking
Daddy Cliff was making
a living working for Higgin's
in York
but on weekends
the T.V. room was closed
for Cliff's Photo customers
early cliff's photo pose
that was me
sitting on the round hassock
which twirled
around and around
posing in my new perm
like a movie star
sitting on the round hassock
which twirled
around and around
posing in my new perm
like a movie star
cutting cake me in front
that was me
on the far left
watching the camera (again)
while Mommy helps Marlene
cut her January birthday cake
the scene is in front of the Frigidare
in aurora's kitchen
on the North side
where the dining room
someday will be
on the far left
watching the camera (again)
while Mommy helps Marlene
cut her January birthday cake
the scene is in front of the Frigidare
in aurora's kitchen
on the North side
where the dining room
someday will be
johnson lake cabin
that was me
looking straight at the camera
as the film captured
a marvelous time capsule
of tin glasses of Kool-aid,
Tupperware, jar of pickles
and stick of butter on fancy white plate
looking straight at the camera
as the film captured
a marvelous time capsule
of tin glasses of Kool-aid,
Tupperware, jar of pickles
and stick of butter on fancy white plate
august 1960 grass picnic
that was me
imprinting indelibly
the romantic smells of blanket,
grass, heat and crayon
creating the imaginary place
I'll always try to get back to
imprinting indelibly
the romantic smells of blanket,
grass, heat and crayon
creating the imaginary place
I'll always try to get back to
riding motorized swings
that was me
in my sweater
and cafe length pants
my mom used to call 'Pedal Pushers'
in my sweater
and cafe length pants
my mom used to call 'Pedal Pushers'
sisters on toy equipment
that was me
playing some sort of traincar
pumping action
on some overgrown track
in no-wheres-ville vacation
that was me
on the right
and my sister
Marlene on the left
playing some sort of traincar
pumping action
on some overgrown track
in no-wheres-ville vacation
that was me
on the right
and my sister
Marlene on the left
preschool janaree's bday
that was me
kneeling on handmade wooden
picnic bench at Cole's Park
opening a present
while Mark opens his
that was me
turning four
I believe, Karen behind me,
Marlene at the end
and the Bergman's on Mark's side
kneeling on handmade wooden
picnic bench at Cole's Park
opening a present
while Mark opens his
that was me
turning four
I believe, Karen behind me,
Marlene at the end
and the Bergman's on Mark's side
cousins & uncle shorty
that was me
helping I thought
by grabbing Mark's shoe
as he rode piggy back
on Tom's back
that was Karen
standing in the neatest
cafe-length pants
watching uncle Shorty
try to take a photo
helping I thought
by grabbing Mark's shoe
as he rode piggy back
on Tom's back
that was Karen
standing in the neatest
cafe-length pants
watching uncle Shorty
try to take a photo
a fishing grandpa
that was me
holding to the idealism
that grandpa pete
saw in fishing
when I was twelve
I would go with him
take my bamboo pole
like huck finn
and sit my my grandpa
and fish
holding to the idealism
that grandpa pete
saw in fishing
when I was twelve
I would go with him
take my bamboo pole
like huck finn
and sit my my grandpa
and fish
birthday by the lake
that was me
with plaid dress
sitting so I could see
the doll cake
that was for me
a fishing trip
to johnson lake
I think
with lots of family
and a real baked beans
and grandma marie's fried chicken (cold)
with plaid dress
sitting so I could see
the doll cake
that was for me
a fishing trip
to johnson lake
I think
with lots of family
and a real baked beans
and grandma marie's fried chicken (cold)
janaree's balloon party
that was me
just behind the crepe paper
streaming down from the balloons
getting my fill of exhultation
and a definition of celebration
my birthday
belonging to me
like having the right
to have a big deal made over me
just because
just behind the crepe paper
streaming down from the balloons
getting my fill of exhultation
and a definition of celebration
my birthday
belonging to me
like having the right
to have a big deal made over me
just because
Grandma Lillian holding Lauren, Marlene on the left, Janaree on the right
Grandma Lillian holding Lauren, Marlene on the left, Janaree on the right
Originally uploaded by Zama Ree Do.
wearing a poodle on my shirt
hair pulled back into a ponytail
watching the baby closely
I didn't know then
that my grandma was ill
we stayed in Chicago for a winter
and next time I saw her
was in a coffin
in Aurora
a christmas meal with monnie (nellie grace)
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On the farm birthday celebration
that was me
sister towers over the table
handcuffs and cake
brother opens holster and gun
cousin watches brother
that was me
opening the doll
which would sleep
in the lacey shoebox cradle
sister towers over the table
handcuffs and cake
brother opens holster and gun
cousin watches brother
that was me
opening the doll
which would sleep
in the lacey shoebox cradle
Mark, Marlene & Janaree by the garden gate
that was me
smallest on the left
hand in a fist
and mad we hand to stand still
perfect composition
sublime matching dresses
the picket gate in view
with the family posed just so
it was a day on the farm
important guests
for easter or mother's day
we made a great memory for my mom
smallest on the left
hand in a fist
and mad we hand to stand still
perfect composition
sublime matching dresses
the picket gate in view
with the family posed just so
it was a day on the farm
important guests
for easter or mother's day
we made a great memory for my mom
hands are gorgeous
that was me
tucking my chin just so
displaying my fingers
against freshly polished shoes
tucking my chin just so
displaying my fingers
against freshly polished shoes
portrait of janaree age 2?
that was me
sitting up tall
and smiling
mommy made my dress
daddy took my picture
sitting up tall
and smiling
mommy made my dress
daddy took my picture
baby janaree portrait
that was me
with perfect rosebud lips
happy to pose for daddy
in a make-shift studio
visionary eyes
from the very beginning
the hands of a writer
and a heart of a lover
with perfect rosebud lips
happy to pose for daddy
in a make-shift studio
visionary eyes
from the very beginning
the hands of a writer
and a heart of a lover
infant n overstuffed chair
that was me
farm girl
north of hampton
last born of three
upon my first birthday
my folks had babies
ages one, two and three
& the farm wasn't doing so well
farm girl
north of hampton
last born of three
upon my first birthday
my folks had babies
ages one, two and three
& the farm wasn't doing so well
we think this is me
we think this was me
riding the silent grandma pony
sleeping in honor
on lillian's knee
if it was...?
that was me
being third born
after mark and marlene
supposed to have been
named Julie
but then
named Janaree
when the dream
gave the name to my mom
riding the silent grandma pony
sleeping in honor
on lillian's knee
if it was...?
that was me
being third born
after mark and marlene
supposed to have been
named Julie
but then
named Janaree
when the dream
gave the name to my mom
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